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501-07 Thanks for the aaah-ha (Terror/Mass Confusion)

Hi everyone,

This morning I got an aaah-ha! Healing is never one way; it is always two ways. I’ve been sharing my experiences with you about my “inner” and “outer” child and while acceptance and expression are key to healing both, the issues are totally different. My outer child issues of confusion were TERROR, not being able to express, HEARTBREAK, helpless was to what was happening to me in the external ANGER, and RAGE at what I was doing to myself.

After I had my healing experience, I was still being activated as I was trying to “save” the person who had helped me, to share with her what she had helped me find but she was CONFUSED, in her terror and would have nothing to do with me. I finally had that realization and insight that I had to “let go” of the having to “save” belief and also have acceptance for her path including her confusion.

BUT there was more. I had joined group and I was also sharing my experiences and was getting into discussions that were becoming heated and I was being bombarded, but I couldn’t figure out why. Then I got the insight that while I was aware of my confusion, and of my friends confusion, I wasn’t aware that I was aware and activated by the group confusion. It was their confusion that was activating me into the trying to “save” them, to help them figure it out. What I had done by my expressing myself was to activate them into their confusion and resulting TERROR, heartbreak, anger and rage and they thought that I was the problem. When I stopped trying to “save” them they became even more infuriated and banned me from the group. Bear with me, I’m almost finished, but you needed to know more than what I’m going to say next.

Today I got another insight. A friend had posted me an e-mail wanting my opinion. I had given her this web site and she had mentioned that my post on FEAR and the one on SHIELDING and PROTECTING had activated her. I was wondering why she didn’t post in the group and that brought up the question of why hasn’t anyone posted in this group? While there have been hundreds of visits, NOT one post! Humm, I thought and then I got it. They are also confused, which I already knew, BUT, they, (YOU, who are reading this) are also in TERROR of your confusion, BUT you don’t know it anymore than I did when I was healing my outer child BECAUSE it’s NOT in your consciousness. I then realized that everyone is in TERROR when they are confused. 9/11 is a good example of that and the modern day Salem Witch Hunt that has resulted from confusion that MASS CONSCIOUSNESS has which is actually their DENIED personal TERROR, HEARTBREAK, ANGER and RAGE.

So, I’ve healed an aspect of my outer child, got the insights into not “saving” my friend, not “saving” others and now the insight of how I am like everyone, and how everyone is like me. And how CONFUSION and DENIAL are at the root of all MASS consciousness issues and that they don't even know it or if they do, they're in denial of it. I thank you for your silence and this insight.

Love, Light and Life
"Healing begins in the Heart"
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