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To say that this board will be controversial is an understatement as it goes against almost everything society presently believes to be true about emotions, feelings, life and love. But then why wouldn't it be controversial if the desire and goal is the opposite of what is presently being experienced! To empower yourself, you need to be open to challenge everything you believe to be true, especially about love, life, emotions and feelings and also be willing to end your denials of self.

I openly share the knowledge, tools, messages and insights that I've gained through sixteen years of intensive personal experience and in working with others on their journey. Feel free to visit the various forums and posts and to also add your personal experiences, comments and questions. It is my intent that the ideas and works that will be discussed within this forum will not only expand your consciousness, but also activate your emotions and touch your heart.

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MissLisa62 (8/7/06 2:19 pm)
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Hi Reed,

I do not have the time to post a big reply at this moment, but I did want to make a point of saying that I would never ban you from this forum. I love who you are, I always have. And when you and I disagree... there is always learning lessons at hand, for both of us and for anyone who chooses to feel the exchange.

I will get to the rest of everything tomorrow... but for right now I wanted to know I would never ever ban you... I would simply be shotting myself and everyone on this forum in the foot... and we would loose something precious here... YOU!!

Lots of love to you my dear friend wrapped in ((((HUGZ))))
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MissLisa62 (8/9/06 5:51 am)
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Hi Reed,

Sorry for skipping a day in getting back... sometimes, time is not my own!

I think we have all learned many thing from this thread of conversation... in many ways.

And as you share as part of the lesson you are to learn is to deal with people who have different opinions and expressions of theirself... publically.

I will agree so much that is not an easy challange... many many people share in very different ways... and sometimes in direct conflict with the way we share.... and learning to accept and move with that conflicting personality... with love and understanding (not saying here as our truth, but allowing for theirs) is not always easy.

I have been teaching a Spiritual Development Course for close to 4 years now... and some people that have chosen to walk this path with me... can be down right mean (at least in my view of the exchange of expressions)... but I am not choosing to teach people as a personal expression of myself... but an expression of spirit... so I cannot take their words personally, if I do, I have failed as their teacher in this sometimes very difficult course. I have to move out of my own self to allow spirit to speak thru me... instead of me feeling attacked personally... not easy at all. And something that was part of my own growth process as I progressed thru this course.

We are all here to learn from each other... grow, evolve and be in service for the higher good.

Thank you Reed for always sharing your heart with us.
Namaste,
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MissLisa62 (8/9/06 6:12 am)
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Hi MethuselahX,

I would like to make clear the events that took place some years ago... on a forum I loved with all my heart in those days... the place I was allowed to grow and step into my own power of Self. Even in my own choosing to disassociate myself with that forum... it held incredible lessons that pushed me forward on my own path.

Some people fear, and due to that fear, totally misunderstand the word evil. The owner of that forum was a very very loving person... but also a very fearfilled person. In his heart, he wanted to share light thru that forum.... and nothing less than light (of course less than light becomes an individual perception really).

One of the big pushes on that forum... was being sure you protected yourself in meditation... not with one layer of light... but a tripple light protection. Like one layer of Gods energy around you is not enough... you need 3! In my beginnings... and being an absolute novice in this spiritaul area... I made sure I wrapped light around me 3 times. It would take me close to 30 minutes of protecting myself before I even got into an active meditation.

Then one day my guides asked me something... something I have never forgetten...

If you asked god or those who serve god once... to protect you for the rest of your life thru meditation... do you think they forget the next time you go into meditation?

I wrote a post about this... and eye brows raised.

Then our dear Reed found the spiritual forum and started posting his feelings in regards to some posts. He started to challange the person(s) posting with his expression of "unloving and evil"... I thought personally what he wrote was really thought provoking to anyone who read the contraversy of the post (and I cannot recall the content of the posts at all).... but some of the higher ups on that board started getting scared of his approach to people.

As anyone can see, Reed has a matter of fact, straight from the hip (so to speak) approach... Instead of saying all these "light" things in his reply he was asking people to address their dark side... or the dark side (which is present in all of us)... and the fear on the forum rose....

And we held moderator meetings regarding his post and position within the posts. It was not Reeds ego that was playing out in the eventual banning... but the owner of the forums ego... it was so fear-ful of Reed and his approach.

I personally didn't see anything to Reed that wasn't light... his approach to sharing was diffentaly different than anyone elses on that forum... but that just made him unquie and I love unque and the self confidence to share against teh grain.... as long as no one is personally being attacked

They choose to ban him because they didn't want to take the time... actually were affraid to understand him and his personal views.

Often times, people want you to change to become a clone of themselves... and express in that same way. Light light light... and even light can be misfelt too... sooo as I take the very long way around... it was not Reeds ego that got him banned... but the fear filled egos of where he choose to post his expression. Amazing lessons for me in those days... and in these days!!

I think I am going to start a whole seperate thread about the ego... it is such a complex (on the surface anywayz) energy of being... I think we should talk about it in its own thread.. so those with interest in the ego can find the topic.

I love you guys/gals very much... for your uniqueness and your light
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MethuselahX (8/9/06 8:16 am)
Re: Being Real


Good Morning MisLisa First Let Me Say I Have Much Respect For You , And As I Said When We First Met I Knew Their Was SomeThing Diffrent About You . And As I Began To Read Your Post I Saw That You Were A Spiritual Person .

And Pleasezz Don't Think I'm Saysing This Because Your The Moderators / Administrator Ok .. The Reason Why < shenreed > Gotten Up -Set With Me Was Because I Agree With You . Ok .. And He Took It As A Personal Attack .

When I Read Your Post I Apologize Yes . I Was Willing To Let It Go . But This Guy Began To Add My Name To His Post Takeing Little Shot And Me . But Yet He Couldn't Deal With It When I Agree With You . I Found That To Be Very Funny .

You Say He A Shoot From The Hips Type A Guy Yes . Believe Me I Can Deal With That , For You See No Two People Are Going To See Things The Same Way ( Unless They Are From The Same School Of Though Even Then Some Time That Still DisAgree With Each Other At Time . )

Most People I Have Ran Across Who Say They Are Spiritual Or Claim To Be Spiritual Are People Who Are In In Control / Mentally / Emotionally Etc Etc Of Themselves.

And Never Attack A Person Or Use Curseing Words To Get Their Point Across As He Did . Because They Didn't Agree With Them .

OverStand Some Thing Most Of My Post People Don't Agree With . Because Its Not From Their School Of Though . But I Know For A Fact It Will Make Them Think . And Some Might Even Learn Some Thing Knew .

When He Spoke About Being Banned The First Though Came To Mind Was , He Should Have Know Their Are Many School Of Spirituallly . Plus Asking Question About People Dark Side Can Get Personal .. And Most People Don't Like Puting Their Personal Life In The Forum Because People Will Use It Against You At A Later Time .

And Reading A Few Of His Post He Have Done It A Few Time .
I May Be Wrong Which I Doubt I Feel This Guy Can't Deal With Anyone Who Doesn't Agree With Him . And As I Have Said Their More To Being Spiritual Then Reading A Few Books .

Let Me Say This People Are More Then Welcome To Dis-Agree With What I Post . Its No-Big-Thing . Because I'm Only Here To Share Like Others Here . I'm Not Here To Convert Anyone

If Eveyone Though The Same Way . Awwwwwwwwww Man Whewwwww .

MissLisa Have A Bless And Spiritual Day .

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shenreed (8/9/06 10:16 am)
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Hi Lisa,

I find it interesting to read your posts and see and feel what was happening behind the scenes as it were, when I was experiencing and going through what I was.

I would like to make a comment on a part of your post regarding the "dark side".

>>>> "As anyone can see, Reed has a matter of fact, straight from the hip (so to speak) approach... Instead of saying all these "light" things in his reply he was asking people to address their dark side... or the dark side (which is present in all of us)... and the fear on the forum rose...."<<<<<

What is confusing and a totally false belief is that all Humans of Loving Light think that they have to hide their dark side as they believe that "IT" is what they are. Once this dark side is exposed to TRUTH and LOVE, they realize that "IT" really isn't who they are, but what they were told they are. They were told that this is what they are to keep them in fear, denial and under control. They were also falsely told, not expose this dark side and to keep it a secret if they wanted to be loved.(more denial)

I've mentioned this before, but when Loving Light is in denial, we reverse our polarity and become the "doers of evil" and unloving light. We keep this dark side a SECRET... afraid that if people saw what we think is OUR evil side, then they would have nothing to do with us. We then attract experiences that reflect our denials (our deep dark secrets) or our fears, that we don't want anyone to know about.

Now Humans of Unloving light also tries to hide their dark side, but the BIG difference is that they are "hiding the truth" of what and who they really are. They don't want the Humans of Loving Light to know the truth as that will change everything and they will no longer have a free source of energy feeding off of the fear and denials of Humans of Loving Light.

Now here is some interesting "food for thought" What would happen if all humans expressed their fears, and exposed their deep dark secrets? [sign in to see URL] HELL break lose?

The Humans of Loving Light would end their denials and be free of fear, guilt and shame. The Humans of Unloving Light, would be exposed for what they really are. Hmm, and so it is written: "And the truth shall set you free"

Reed
"Healing begins in the Heart"

P. S. More pieces of the puzzle of our polarity and duality.


[sign in to see URL]. I channeled a poem a few years ago that I feel is appropriate here.

Ignorance

You fear what you do not know.
You protect what needs no protection.
You love what you fear
Yet fear what you love
and do not know the difference.
Some say ignorance is bliss.
Some say ignorance is Hell.

Soo Long

Channeled by John Rieger
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shenreed (8/9/06 11:36 am)
Re: The Dark Side


Hi everyone,

Here is a site that you will find [url=[sign in to see URL]


Reed
"Healing begins in the Heart"

NOTE: In creating this thread, I’ve included a part of the above site post, just in case they get deleted. You can find it at the bottom of this thread in the post titled “Rense Radio Forum > Spirituality > LQQk Jack Ass >MethuselahX” or by clicking on ]this link.





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MethuselahX (8/9/06 2:34 pm)
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shenreed <> You Funny LQQKing Thing I Must Have
Really Hit That Nerve You Realizes You Met Your Match .

Laughing I Must Have Really Hurt You Feeling Didn't I LOLOLOL
Hope-Fully When People Read This Forum You Post Above They Will LQQk At Both Side Of The Coin . And You Call Yourself A Spiritual Person / Boy . Right . My Post On The Ego Fits You To The ( T) Didn't It .

So I Was Right When One Doesn't Agree / Feed Your Ego . You Can't Deal With You Funny LQQKING Reptilians . LOLOLOLOL .. I New That Smell In The Air Was Weakness Meaning Reptilians Weakness .

It's Nothing Spiritual About You Your Body House What Is Called The Jinns .. The Word Jinns In Mentioned In The Holy Bible Which Translate In Hebrew As '' Mokesh '' Meaning '' A Trap '' And '' Pach < Aramic > Meaning '' A Trap , Source Or Agent Of Calamity '' ( Job 19 ; 9 , Isa 8 ; 14 , Amos 3 ; 5 ) And Twice As The Word '' Gins '' ( Psalm 140 ; 5 , 141 ; 9 )

The Evil Reptilian Has Subliminally Place His Name Within Certain English Words , For Instance ;

Jinn ( gen ) - The Following Word Are Homonymous With Jinnn

Gin ( alcohol )
Gentleman
Genius
Genes
Gennero
Pregnant ( root word geny )

These Are Just A Few Names That Contain One Of The Names Of The Evil Reptilian ;

( 1 ) Devliyn ( Devlin ) , Devilon , Devon , Devo , Devil .
( 2 ) Jennite , Jenifer , Jennings , Genna , Jennette , Jenitta , Jean. Eugene ( Jinn )
( 3 ) Desmond , Demond , Daman , Damien . Damion ( Demon )
( 4 )Alfred , Alfreda ( Ifrit )
( 5 ) Ghul , Ghool ( Ghuwl )
( 6 ) Sybel ( Sybil )
( 7 ) Janet , Jan , Janice ( Jann)
( 8 ) Merlin
( 9 ) Luis , Cipher , Lucille ( Lucifer )
( 10 ) Santana , Santal ( Satan )
( 11 ) Helene , Helen ( Hell )
( 12 ) Evilyn , Evelyn , Elvis ( Evil )
( 13 ) Bella , Abzug , ( Beelzebub )
( 14 ) Nick , Nicolas , Nickelodeon
( 15 ) Balaam ( Baal )
( 16 ) Demitrius ( Demon )
( 17 ) Kiss ( Knights In Satanic Service )
( 18 ) Natasha - Natas ( Satan ) Shaytaam )

Shaytaan Has A Physical Seed Genesis 3 ; 15 , And I Quote ;
15 I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your seed and her seed; he shall bruise your head, and you shall bruise his heel."

He Is The Physical Manifesstation Of The Devil ( Samael , Ibliys , Diabolis ) .

The Word Shaytaan / Devil Appears In The Bible As The Word Satan ; 1Chr 21 ; 1 , Job 1;6 , Job 1;7 , Job 2; 1 , Ps 109 ; 6 , Matt 4 ; 10 , 12 ; 26 , 16 ; 23 , Mark 1 ; 13 , 3 ; 23 , 10 ; 18 , Acts 26 ; 18 , Roman 16 ; 20 , 1Cor 5 ; 5 , Rev 2 ; 9 , 3 ; 9 , 12 ; 9 , 20 ; 3 , 20 ; 7 .
By LQQking At You Icon One Can Tell Their Nothing Spiritual About You , Because Spiritual Beings LQQk Human Don't They


domino4321 (8/9/06 2:55 pm)
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Hi Shenreed,
Thanks for the link. My father is always sending me articles from that sight (You would like my father, another who tells it like it is). I actually had a talk with him last night. I realized that this post struck a nerve with me so I elaborated with him. He actually helped me make sense of what you both (Meth) were saying . When I told him he laughed whole heartedly at me for being offended at all. Thank you for stirring my thoughts. It has helped me so much.

P.S. Thank you too Meth for engaging my thoughts.

With Much Love to You, Denise


MissLisa62 (8/9/06 3:31 pm)
The done side!


I think I am at the point I don't even know what to feel with this thread anymore... I do feel this thread has become wore out tho.

Reed, I really loved your poem that you posted... thank you so much for sharing that with us.

Personally, I don't care how any chooses to behave outside of this forum. I do however, care very much how people feel in this forum.

All I am feeling with this continuation of this post is a back and forth attack of the two of you (Reed and MethuselahX) and instead of bring out the best in what a topic or conversation can offer... we are no longer serving that purpose.

The last place I want this forum to feel like is that forum you posted here as a link... I read a few places around there and people just yell at each other and attack each other... yuck. Thats a good place to be if that is what you wish to do... but its not happening here!!

I am choosing to close this thread... I think it has been fully exhausted!

Namaste,
Lisa
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NOTE: In creating this thread, I’ve included a copy of MethuselahX's posts on the Rense Radio Forum > Spirituality> LQQk Jack Ass > [url=[sign in to see URL] just in case they were deleted.

If you are interested, you can find other posts by MethuselahX by clicking on ]this link. or by searching Rense > Spirituality.

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Like I Said I Don't Give A Dam What You Post , Because You And I Both Know .. Nobody Reading That @#%$ Your Posting The Reason Why Your Posting Under My Post Your Hopeing Some One Will Read That @#%$ , Your Not Fooling No One Here Like I Said Before It A Waste Of Time Reading That Water Down @#%$ . Start Your Own Post And See If Anyone Will Take The Time And Read That @#%$ If You Dare


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Reply I dont give a damn that you dont give a damn.


For the 1 trillionth time.

Stop making false accusations about me, and Ill stop responding.

You seem to think I am just speaking to you.I have no need for your attention. I dont even think you have much of a grasp of anything you talk [sign in to see URL] obvious that you cant anwser a thing anybody asks you (and you havnt!). People ask you something and your anwser it typically "duh" then you go on to past alot more crap you cant understand on top of all the rest.

Nearly everything I have said has been met by irrelevent responces based on [sign in to see URL] every responce you have goven to me has been either a crude insult (real smart to insult somebody in such a broken form of the language moron) , irrelevent crap , or major misunderstandings of what I am even saying. In this thread and all others.

"Watered down"? So you want me to make longer posts? See. You just dont know the meaning of much of what you constantly repeat. You cant even stay consistent even from an internal perspective within your own [sign in to see URL] less paragraphs. Much less yet entire post themes. Much less yet the more in responces to others.

Do you honestly wonder why nobody wastes their time on you?

I will not clutter this board with more [sign in to see URL] just post in [sign in to see URL] an open forum and all are free to take part. I DID however makeyou an offer above [sign in to see URL] te disclaimer (above,Ill quote it below) to abide by it, though others wont be obligated.

Honestly,why dont you just start your own [sign in to see URL] you do is paste comments, and ignore (others) comments or !@#$ about comments when they disagree with you. Start your own [sign in to see URL] dont seem to understand the concept of a "discussion board".You posts amount to little more than SPAM and trolling IMO.

Here is your disclaimer you need to paste.

"I have my views, strong ones too, but I dont like being challenged nor do I want anybody to engage in any kind of discussion with me. Please respect my right to only look at evidence that tickles my ear. Please allow me to ignore any ancient texts that have relevance to my topics. Please dont ask me to defend my position with regards to the total evidence avaliable.

If you choose to challenge my conclusions and claims, then I will not only ignore you , but I will sabatoge my own thread and disrupt the initial topic with countless other non related topics in long, incoherent, and irrelevent posts designed to swamp the discussion and muddy the once clear waters."

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Reply Re: usedandabused < Yo Chicken @#%$ >

If Your Not LQQking For Attention Why Don't You Start Your Of Thread / Post . Like I Said Before The Only Reson Why Your Writeing In This Thread / Post Is Your Hopeing Some One Will Read That Your @#%$ Your Posting Stop Lying .


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Reply The topic is possible Jesus/Horus parallels.


Did you forget that part?

What is your evidence?

You pasted the unsupported claims of Gerald Massey and others from the 1800s.

I have been asking for ANY kind of evidence from you to support such a claim.

You repeated the claim back on 2/11/06. (see your first post)

It has been nearly a half a year now.

I think YOU should start a new thread if you dont want to stay on subject.

You either have evidence or you dont.

Present it then.


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Reply Re: The topic is possible Jesus/Horus parallels.

If You Can See The Comparisons Between The Two . Then Shame On Your Dumb Ass . lololololololol


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Reply A little information is a dangerous thing

So the Proverb once told me.

Seeing MethuselahX, with his smattering of arrogance and conceit, it now rings truer than ever.

I suppose that the same person who thinks wanting "attention" for a *discussion* is somehow a trick WOULD get all confused and hard-up over some fringe book devoid of any scholarship in the least.

Anyway, MethuselahX .......(sigh) , a discussion does do better when it attracts attention , you see why? It gets [sign in to see URL]... discussion. [sign in to see URL] ... this is a discussion board. If more people were here, you could ..well .. discuss from a deeper pool of attendents ([sign in to see URL] ...attention) because ..well ...WAIT JUST A DAN MINUTE!!!! Werent you just telling me how pround you were at all the hits and laughing in your typical "look mommy, see how smart I am" manner how foolish I was for giving you hits , as if I cared about some vanity "hit" contest? Great! Now the cyber jack-off will now give his smug laugh at catching stupid me [sign in to see URL] again.





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