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408-03 Introduction to Fragmentation and the "Outer Child"
Hi Everyone,
If you are reading this post and haven?t read the one on the "Inner Child" you will need to go back and read that one first, as it sets the foundation for what I share here. Before you're able to heal your "Outer child" you must have also done healing on the "inner child" or children. I know that what I'm going to be saying next will confuse you but it needs to be said, if only to plant the seed and when you?re ready you?ll remember and "know" what I meant by it.
Whenever we have a traumatic experience we have emotions of terror, heartbreak, anger and rage. If we are helpless to control our experience, our first means of survival is to deny the experience and lock it and our emotions away in our sub-conscious mind. This is the "inner child" that I talked about before. However, if the traumatic experience was shocking and traumatic to the point of overload, we then fragment. When we over-load, even our sub-conscious mind doesn't want to hold what it's holding and it shoves (fragments) this emotional energy, this part of you that your conscious mind deems unacceptable, out into unconsciousness.
You may doubt that you have an "outer child" as you think that you would certainly remember anything that was that traumatic, but that is exactly the point I?m making here. You presently do NOT have the conscious awareness to comprehend and address this and while you have conscious awareness of your "inner child" you don't have awareness of your "outer child" as it is outside your present consciousness. The issues that you have with your "inner child" are NOT the same issues that you have with your "outer child." The "inner child" basically deals with denied fear, while the "outer child" has that too but, (this is hard to explain as it is complicated and layered. The healing of the "outer child" is re-claiming the LOST ESSENCE that was fragmented and outside yourself and was NOT a part of you, while the "inner child" is still inside you, a part of your sub-conscious and conscious mind.
In all this time, in all your past lives, you have been trying to become complete, WHOLE and to fill the HOLE in your heart with people, places or things. You were on the right track, as it is outside yourself, but it is not what you think it is and no matter what you have or do, it never fills you as what you are really looking for is this lost part of you, your "outer child." Once you find it, a part of the hole in your Heart is filled and you become more WHOLE as lost essence is reclaimed. Experiencing healing your "inner child" and the subsequent challenges of "walking your talk" will give you the necessary insights to heal the "outer child" now that you have the awareness that there is an "outer child."
I will also like to share a bit of my personal background and experience in healing "My Outer Children so that you will have an idea of how it compares and differs to healing the "Inner Child." The actual healing experience of my "outer child" is another topic and I will post that at another time but this should give you plenty to think and "feel."
Love, Light and Life
John Rieger/Shenreed
"Healing begins in the heart"
"To heal, you must feel, and to feel, you must be real"
Edited to correct system puncuation errors
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Dream/Vision on Fragmentation
Hi everyone,
This morning I had a dream/vision about fragmentation. I was seeing ourselves as a book and a lot of the even pages were pulled out just a little bit. What this created was that everytime you wanted to turn a page, you'd pick out the page that was pulled out and out of aligmnent (fragmented). And just like in REAL life, our fragments are wanting to to be noticed, to be accpeted. They want to return to us, to be in alignment and a part of us again.
I then saw someone taking out a pair of sissors and cutting off the parts of the pages that were sticking out so that the book would "look normal." I thought of how that represents the way that society is presently thinking is emotinal healing, to cut off what what isn't accpetable and to give the surface impression that everything is OK and perfect. While it looked good on the outside, as soon as you opened the book and looked on the inside, you could see that the pages that were cut were now crooked, tilted and were off alignment. I also saw that that is how people are, that they only show their false presentation face, their outside appearance but don't want to let anyone see what is really inside them. Because if they did, then they would know the truth of what they are hiding both from themselves and others.
Then the scene changed and now I saw that how the even numbered pages were like our emotional body and that the odd pages were like our mental body or mind and that now if one page was out of alignment then both our emotional and mental bodies were also out of alignment as the flip side of an even number page always has an odd number. So not only is our emotional body fragmented, but our mind too, by what it now believes to be the truth. It has placed itself in a box to protect itself and is fragmented from it's emotional "feeling" body. It's confused and doesn't know that it is now being controlled by old imprints, programs and beliefs and it blocks the emotional body from having any expression.
I just thought I'd share that with you and hope it helps see thing in a different light.
Love, Light and Life.
John
As I wrote "different light", I felt a soft energy around me and I realized that that is what you need to see and feel, a differnt light.
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