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fatigue - by Anarchist1 (Moved from 405)
Lately I've been dealing with energy issues. Sometimes I manage for a brief few seconds to be completely self-accepting. To not feel as if there is something I have to reach or attain or achieve (including spiritualy) but just accept myself as I am.
I also tried my first astral clearing last night. I didn't really trust my intuition enough to visualize a cord going from my body to another person. But there were four people I released who I thought I had given my energy away to.
I released my grandmother, who had died a few months ago. I thought (or maybe imagined) that she wanted me to let the family know she was still alive. I told her that their beliefs did not allow for such a view and that my telling them she was alive would only frighten or confuse them and lead to arguments. I then asked her to turn to her angels and spirit guides, who could take her to a place where she could better watch over the family.
I released my mother, who is a worry wart and frets over us all the time. I released my wife and daughter (from every attachment except what was loving) because I often feel guilt that there is a certain type of person that I have to be for their sake, and have no idea what that is. After all, who defines the ideal husband and father? So I dissolved all attachments that caused guilt.
I also dissolved attachment to a thoughtform of having to strive to be something that I currently was not. This one is a biggy. I'm going to practice it each night. Nothing causes more stress or discouragement or an urge to give up than this, and it's been on me for years.
(Original post by Anarchist1 in 405 and moved to this forum by
Shenreed)
Last edited by theheartcentre, 23/Jan/2004, 1:44 pm
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Re: fatigue - by Anarchist1 (Moved from 405)
Hi Anarchist
I’ve moved your post from 405 to (407- Energy Issues), as that is the main topic you are addressing. The reason I created 36 different forums was to keep the posts on this board focused under specific topics rather than have the whole board scattered with 36 general topics.
Now to your post.
I’m glad that you are moving as you are and are open to new ideas and concepts. Attachments are never one way, they are not just attached to you but you are also attached to them. It is not enough to simply be aware of your attachments and why they are attached to you; you also need to be aware of the cause and reason for your attachments to them. That then leads to uncovering the denied issues and suppressed emotions that also need to be expressed in order for you to release your attachment to them. There is usually more than one attachment to a person, especially if it is someone that you have or had a close relationship with. You also can’t clear them all at once as they to are layered and you have to do the emotional, physical and mental work before you’re ready for the next layer of attachment releases. This is not meant to discourage you but as something that you need to consider and be aware of in your on going quest.
One comment that you wrote caught my attention, “I released my wife and daughter (from every attachment except what was loving) because I often feel guilt that there is a certain type of person….. You, like almost everyone else, have love and guilt mixed up. Love is not guilt and guilt is not love. Note that the two are even spelled differently.  I often ask people, ”If you didn’t do what you think is loving, would you feel guilty? The answer is “yes,” except of course if they are in denial. I then state that the only reason you are doing the “loving thing” is not because you are loving, but because you don’t want to feel the guilt that tells you that you are not a loving person. Guilt feeds on your imprints, programs and beliefs and keeps you locked in denial, self-sacrifice and self-hatred. And if you are looking for thought forms, (imprints, programs and beliefs) also be aware of and look for guilt and shame.
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